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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

After SPM

After finishing my secondary school ,I was stuck in my house n I did nothing .i did enjoy the lifeless life but somehow also felt very sien after repeating the wakeup-tv-eat-sleep life for a few months lol .its th typical Malaysian style -- complain bout everything haha .complained secondary school which had tuition all day n all night ,complained bout the si Lang exam ...but now when we are free from all of that ,we complain again .complain bout being too SIEN (boring ) .LOL .
Ya.SPM result was finally out .how many of you couldn't sleep the night before? Many of my friends complained on twitter that they only slept for 4 hrs.dude ,4 hrs are way too much for me haha .i don't know why ,I just can't sleep at night (everyday) .its irritating you know .and I feel HUNGRY haha .back to the main topic ,the SPM result makes people sick ,emo ...yeah .THe shit result took th smile from my friends .Damn it !
I guess I m at the side of unlucky n lucky .i gt 8A+ n 3A .lucky is I achieved my goal which I managed to get straight A's n at least 8A+ .unlucky is ,if I gt 9A+ /straight A+ there will be more benefits to apply some scholarships .LOL .Many of us are not satisfied with the result .yeah I know ,everyone has own goal .but somehow ,when we complain bout the shit result ,take a look at others .some people might happy til kisiao if they got result like you guys did (which you think not perfect enough) .people never get contented .Alright I admit I m one of them too.always not satisfy . (not for SPM )
Time to start a new life ?
Yeah .its the time .The time to get out of house and taste th bittersweet of life .N get into the college . I registered in INTI international college penang last Friday .i m going for A levels .i always reminded myself not to take science subjects again because those SC like to shoot n kill people .but still ,I ended up taking them .bio ,Che ,Eco n math -.- APril intake is packed n rush and yet I m taking these 4 sub ..I not really know I can cope with the studies or not since I am not as smart as others .But ,nNEVER GIVE UP is the way I live my life .i think if really really vy hard ,I would definitely cry secretly (haha) .its the way I express my feeling ok ? But then ,after crying i will get up and FIGHT again .
Aiya ,you know what I experienced the most over th past few years ? Failure (I think so ) .So it's not a big deal la.just keep fighting lo .lose also fight la .fight til the result is better lo .never give up is my only weapon since I do not have gifted brain haha .Seriously ,if want to get scholarship ,good result is very important .poppi la .i will work hard d.i want to go overseas .i need scholarship .But ,good result FIRST .
Leaving Alor Star soon .Next week ,1 April 2013 ,I will be starting my college life .God Bless I can cope with everything .P.S I have to do laundry myself .TT

Everyone ,never give up ! Love