today is the first day of chinese new year!
it should be a good n happy day but.....
i m such a loser....
i cant mix well with them!!!!
i m a LOSER!stupid girl.....
why??????why???????
why i cant mix well wiv them?
i wan to be closer with them but i just....
omg....

well,i wore my favourite clothes jus now,,,,

2a8

school reopens...
   1st day...actually i not so happy.not because the coming pmr,but because i cant be classmates with some of my friends,i mean the friends in class 2A8...
at 1st,i hate that class,i was a really bookworm that time,i always read n i hate people making noise.my class 2A8 was vy noisy....so i even thought want to change class..so i can hear better what the teacher was saying.i also thought that class people were very rude..whatever!
     but then,i accidentally,really accidentally became penolong ketua kelas,and i started mixing with all the classmates.i realized that i should not be a bookworm,lik those people that always revise,i knew that if i continued like that i wil not make many new friends, and i wil not also be happy....but a dull people....


i found out that they were so nice..maybe some boys were included in the BAD BOYS GROUP,but i like being friends with them.people who always get well in exam also not mean that they are really nice like an angel...i cant read what people were thinking but i know if one had succeed 1 time,she o he would demand 2 success again.that s called greedy.like me,i know sometimes i also like that,just want to win ...

but that class taught me to behave like a real human....i really love them ...
but that all gone...
sometimes i just wish i can put down all the grudge n ....
i cant know th impending  things ...
but i wish one day i can know...
i have many dreams but i m too timid to tell my best friend,i think she will laugh at me...
god,will u help me?to the way that i can shine?
....  ...

wow,so long i have not done my blog.....today got time...so i think maybe u guys can see new things....HAHA..
recently donno y i lov watching  CAMP ROCK n HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 123....especially CAMP ROCK....i think i hav learnt a lot from it....

  its about a girl called mitchie torres.She is great at singing but she has no confident....emm,just lik me..but i din say i vy talented.....haha!And she goes to camp rock,a camp tat is all about music.at there,she meets peggy,ella,and their leader n the diva of the camp ,tess .Tess is popular ,and mitchie thinks she is gorgeous n talented.she also meets catyln n other ppl.to make herself popular,she lies that her mom is the famous president of china hot tune...n she finally joins tess n her friends.BUT maybe what she desires is not that great...by accident,she sings th song written by herself:this is me and shane hears her.shane,a famous guy n the leader of connected 3 ,who comes to the camp rock as an instructor...n then they meet,but shane doesnt know that mitchie is the girl who sang that day...her voice has reminded him the kind of music in his soul...and mitchie also gives him some good words..they feel comfortable 2 b together...shane finds the girl....but he dunno the girl is just beside him.......................................CAMP ROCK  is a good movie,you can find it and try 2 watch it