时间

已忘了上一次提笔写文章是什么时候。

人总是为自己找借口。我一直对自己说：我很忙，没时间，但又不知道自己究竟在忙什么。所以一天下来，我什么也没有办妥，而时间也就这样被糟蹋了。

时间，它极致奇妙。它不是一件物品，我们无法占有它。但同时，我们却拥有它，因为它就像空气般存在。

时间是治疗一切的良药，这话虽土而实际。

时间像溪涧的流水，淌啊淌啊，它治愈了孤独老人失去爱人的痛苦；治愈了满腹才华却无法大展拳脚的小贩的遗憾；治愈了孩子对父母离世的悲伤；更治愈了战争和天灾后的满目疮痍。

其实，思念还在；失望还在；恐惧还在，只不过，时间犹如一剂良药，逐渐抚平那受伤的心，无声无息的。

很多人不爱惜时间，总以为下一次还有机会。下一次，再下一次吧。但是下一次，你要的，还在吗？你等的，还一样吗？

错过照顾病榻上父母的儿子；错过妻子分娩的生意人；错过好好用功读书的一事无成者；错过了幸福的女孩......

对，人非圣贤孰能无过。但是时间不等人，当你错失了一次又一次的机会，岁月就会在你脸上留下一横又一横无法磨灭的后悔。

我也是不折不扣的“虚度时间者”。

总是在假期前策划好一切，但假期已开始就我在沙发上看电视，终日无所事事。

总是想明天，明天我要开始......但明早爬起来，把一切抛置脑后，又一次钻进温暖的被子了，想着：明天吧，明天再做吧。

我一直喜欢到处旅行，但基于本人懒惰症过于严重，所以计划也就不了了之。心里想：下一次假期再去也不迟。

因为这样，我错过了很多生活中琐碎却富有意义的回忆和机会。很多时候，也是因为害怕而不敢尝试：害怕丢脸，害怕受伤，害怕失败。

时间，无情啊，但是也感谢它澄澈的流水洗净我稚嫩的心灵。时间淌啊淌啊，淌过我身体每一寸角落，净啊净啊，净化我的灵魂......

当初钻牛角尖的烦恼、执着的一切，渐渐被时间冲淡了；最初接受不到的人事，现在接受并爱上了；以前认为可有可无的，现在变的重要了。只不过，我还需要时间不断地洗涤，丰富我的阅历，增广我的见闻，我需要，真切的需要，因为我们就是应该不断的学习并经历。从受伤中治愈，从失败中站起，从学习中发掘。

My mom is beautiful when she doesn't get angry :) oh wait papa doesn't take photo with me I just have his old photo TT 

我何止谈不上经历风雨，更连现实世界也没摸着边。不过，在时间的洗礼下，我觉得自己逐渐改变。我发现，其实猫狗没那么可怕；发现其实我自以为的成熟其实不过是自以为是；发现我有多么的爱我的家人；发现其实人不是一座孤岛，都需要陪伴......当然，我还有很大很大的成长空间。但值得高兴的是，我做出改变。

我是一个幸福的女孩。幸福是因为我拥有很多爱我而不会离开我的人。当我无理取闹，他们忍耐我；当我半夜睡不着觉，他们陪我谈心；当我生病受伤，他们着急。我会对他们发脾气，是因为我知道，他们爱我的一切，包括我的缺点。我一直埋怨生活不如意，其实我是知道的，知道有那么多爱我的人，陪着我一起长大。时间，它证明一切。

Starting to love cats :) 

但时间可怕的令我恐惧，我害怕朋友的离去，人的背叛，和父母的白发苍苍。

时间，它残忍而现实，但它是良师益友，也是良药苦口。

时间。

Baby jack-Li my 小弟弟 

Love-hate relationship with my brother Jason ;) awwwww how cute 

My sherlene and her friend are shaking hands? Hehe

All my baby bears :) 

With all my loved ones :) 

19th birthday

Haven't blogged for a long time .How are you guys ? 

I just passed my 19th birthday .Yes .I am 19 now .Next year ,no more 1 as the initial for me .I feel so old now .Owwww 

I received a lot of love ,as always .I am thankful for that .I think all of you have given me more than what I deserve .Its just can't be described using words .

My bitches ,They were not with me on my birthday .But their souls were with me .I received loves by them .i know they will always stand by me like no matter what .Shhh bitches .we talk inside the group ya :) you guys know I love u right ? .And my guys too .Haha oh yeah I wanna take this chance to wish my 1-day-earlier bro Kthyng happy birthday ! Love u like hell muacks !!!!  

Oh yeah .I received two calls from people I cherish .1 was from A and her sister and the other one was from TJY .It was really really warming .A was a friend I met on tuition .Not really friend but I din know since when we became like really good friends and we encouraged each other in our life .i really cherish her .Fate let us meet togetger and I always belive we gonna have a very long friendship and plus I m going to study in nilai so soon and yeahhhhh we will be living close enough ! And A' sis ,S ,I always heard from A about you .You are always our inspiration .You have courage ,you are strong ,you are beautiful ...I hope I can lead my future life like you .TJY ,thanks lovely ! It was so nice chatting with you .We might have different opinions in some little things , but it doesn't stop us from being good friends isn't it ? Haha .i really miss u u know :( 

I thought my birthday would pass like ordinary day .I did not expect much because I am afraid that expectation leads to disappointment .I am always like that ,Too rational ,until I become a mean person .People who don't know me would think that I am a very arrogant bitch but what to do ? This is my personality .I am cold to strangers,But once we get to know each other ,I m crazy and you probably will think ' why on earth has such crazy person' 

Back to birthday 

.I received many texts that day .I knew I should be grateful and I told myself 'its enough .No celebration is ok .its just a day ' but I actually felt so lonely ,particularly on that day .I thought I could survive alone ,but on that day I realized we people are supposed to live as groups ,loneliness kills . 

I was planning to get some sleep .And then my babe J asked me to wait for her .She had sad things to tell me .Ok .i waited ,with my eyes half closed .And on strike 12am which was already the 17th feb ,she reached my door side with the other girls and they sang HB song to me .I really so gandong .And that time I really happy .like really really happy .It was really enough for me .J texted me a long message .Owww .And she gave me something that I wanted .it was given on Valentines Day .So should I say its my first valentines gift ? Haha .Thanks.You shouldn't have wasted so much money .

Oh well ,T lied to me on my bd.She said she couldn't get inti hostel as she forgt to bring keys ! I was so worried bout her but shit the rapid .I waited for nearly 1 hour to get back to hostel .Then she came to my hostel ,and we talked.When I went to bathe she put sunflowers (my favourite) on my desk .and she helped me choose a dress,saying that I just wore it once and I should wear more often .She probably knew that I was a lazy person n I would just get it on on the next day haha! Owww I was so surprised by the flowers ! She so sweet ! 

Thanks lovely ! 

On 17th feb ,I gt up like usual ,struggling whether I should go to biology class or not .Ok I am lazy (shh) .At last I did go ,But with sleepy body owwwwww:( It was like usual day ,We half slept in the class while listening to lecture .My sweet Kirthi,she gave me a small version hello kitty owwww .M I as cute as her ? I love it too much and I gonna put it in my display cupboard n take pic.Wait me get home ! Thx babe ! I did not sense anything wrong .After class ,C said there was a place at 3rd floor so we just went there .OK .When I reach the cubicle I was so startled .there was a pink Victoria Secret plastic bag in front of me ,with the balloons and all of my gals ! I really so surprised 

My brain was blank that time .I barely remembered what I had said that time ,I was just so ....blank lol .I know people would say I like the gifts they gave me .But that time I actually forgt about the gift .I was overwhelmed by love .I was thinking " how will I be if I did not get to know them last time ?" 

I just can't describe my feelings with words .Dear my girls ,You know me ,So I won't say much .I m so grateful ,so so so grateful .Fate brings us together .Time brings us closer .We are going to separate soon .But I know ,somehow we will remember the days back  in IICP .I know sometimes I am mean ,but I just really love you all ,Mayb what I say is wrong but I do not mean so .Forgive me .I will try to be a better person . <3 

Lastly ,I want to say thank you to my mommy .She is the one that teaches me that I should be independent ,She is my mentor ,Like forever .Without her ,there is no me .No one is perfect .Sometimes we argue but end up I know she loves me unconditionally .She is my best friend .She knows me .My daddy ,I love u too .I know u love me like I am yr princess.You fulfill my wishes ,You pamper me which no other guy will do.And to my two brothers ,I miss u guys so much .I really love you two ! Do u miss me ? Hehe 

Do you SMILE today ?

      I once read from an article ,stated that 'a SMILE can change your LIFE'.

I wasn't really looking into it ,as I thought it was ridiculous .Smile? I don't smile! Why should I smile to strangers? 

But as time flies ,I grow up ,entering college and staying far from home (not really far just 2hr journey^^) .I start to realize a SMILE really matters a lot . 

     Try to imagine ,when you are in a totally new environment ,which you don't know anybody ,you must be very nervous .(ok at least ME hehe) And at that time,if people smile at you ,even just a little (or maybe he or she doesn't smile exactly at you ,but to others><) ,you still have the better feeling of secure .For me,when a stranger smiles at me ,I feel like sleeping on a bed of roses,and this makes my day ! 

      I take rapid a lot .I meet different kinds of people up thre.What makes me happy is when I ask the driver what number of the rapid should I take bla bla,the driver will kindly reply me with a warm smile...owww it's really sweet ! I once met a driver who even smiled and waved goodbye to me after he closed the door when I was waiting for the other rapid .Sincerely ,it really makes my day .

 

    Somehow people might think,eww you met a queer uncle! The truth is ,this world has gotten worse ,crimes occur everyday .you don't know when is your TURN ,And this is why when strangers are trying to smile and talk to us,we will shock and run away .This is PATHETIC . A smile or a 'hi' should be pure and warm like morning sun ,but they are being distorted now .

      Anyway,I try to smile to all people that I meet everyday .Its good when people smile back :) .So I hope you don't freak out when I smile at you .I am not a pervert haha . 

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