After SPM

After finishing my secondary school ,I was stuck in my house n I did nothing .i did enjoy the lifeless life but somehow also felt very sien after repeating the wakeup-tv-eat-sleep life for a few months lol .its th typical Malaysian style -- complain bout everything haha .complained secondary school which had tuition all day n all night ,complained bout the si Lang exam ...but now when we are free from all of that ,we complain again .complain bout being too SIEN (boring ) .LOL .
Ya.SPM result was finally out .how many of you couldn't sleep the night before? Many of my friends complained on twitter that they only slept for 4 hrs.dude ,4 hrs are way too much for me haha .i don't know why ,I just can't sleep at night (everyday) .its irritating you know .and I feel HUNGRY haha .back to the main topic ,the SPM result makes people sick ,emo ...yeah .THe shit result took th smile from my friends .Damn it !
I guess I m at the side of unlucky n lucky .i gt 8A+ n 3A .lucky is I achieved my goal which I managed to get straight A's n at least 8A+ .unlucky is ,if I gt 9A+ /straight A+ there will be more benefits to apply some scholarships .LOL .Many of us are not satisfied with the result .yeah I know ,everyone has own goal .but somehow ,when we complain bout the shit result ,take a look at others .some people might happy til kisiao if they got result like you guys did (which you think not perfect enough) .people never get contented .Alright I admit I m one of them too.always not satisfy . (not for SPM )
Time to start a new life ?
Yeah .its the time .The time to get out of house and taste th bittersweet of life .N get into the college . I registered in INTI international college penang last Friday .i m going for A levels .i always reminded myself not to take science subjects again because those SC like to shoot n kill people .but still ,I ended up taking them .bio ,Che ,Eco n math -.- APril intake is packed n rush and yet I m taking these 4 sub ..I not really know I can cope with the studies or not since I am not as smart as others .But ,nNEVER GIVE UP is the way I live my life .i think if really really vy hard ,I would definitely cry secretly (haha) .its the way I express my feeling ok ? But then ,after crying i will get up and FIGHT again .
Aiya ,you know what I experienced the most over th past few years ? Failure (I think so ) .So it's not a big deal la.just keep fighting lo .lose also fight la .fight til the result is better lo .never give up is my only weapon since I do not have gifted brain haha .Seriously ,if want to get scholarship ,good result is very important .poppi la .i will work hard d.i want to go overseas .i need scholarship .But ,good result FIRST .
Leaving Alor Star soon .Next week ,1 April 2013 ,I will be starting my college life .God Bless I can cope with everything .P.S I have to do laundry myself .TT

Everyone ,never give up ! Love

FOOD journey

Friday .Its a FOOD FINDING day .

Many people know i am on diet .Yeah i eat very little .But they always misunderstand what my ON DIEt means.i still eat ,anyway .Just ,I eat healthier food .But still i will have 1 day in 1 week which i allow myself to eat scrumptious food perhaps?haha.

yeah its FRIDAY! I usually go out with family and we go around Alor Star to find nice food .Sometimes we will go to other states like Penang .As you know ,Penang is the state which has most food for us to explore .WEll,but i still will control the amount of food i take in .But its not because i scare i will fat but my stomach storage becomes smaller after I control my diet for years .

日本章鱼烧^^ yummy

I love japanese food especially food in KAEDE .

tuna fish

japanese style curry chicken rice .my brother' favourite <3 td="td">

On 11 january 2013 we went to KAEDE to lunch .KAEDE has always been my family and friends' favourite.they sell yummy food there and the choices are many .But i usually order the same food when i got there haha .there are many japanese food outside there in other states too but i still love KAEDE the most .I dont know why ,just feel like being HOME perhaps .^^

the restaurant is not big but its comfortable

the menu outside the restaurant

then in the afternoon bout 4 something we went to high tea haha.but the place is kinda old .my mom said ,the place started selling  'ais kacang,laksa ,rojak and leh hu bao 鲤鱼包'since 20 something years ago ..full of history huh haha.i dont know how to describe the placebut if u are from alor star u will prpbably know.its located near the OLD pizza hut and 江夏堂

here 's the place

rojak and ice kacang

leh hu bao 鲤鱼包

ok ,thats all.

if you guys want me to post more blog posts bout food finding journey or you want to knw bout my diet plan ,do tell me .INDIAN cuisine perhaps?? ^^

选科

毕业了，很多朋友都到外地读书，有的则忙着工作。我呢，赖在家里，像只懒虫。
看着大家都那么忙，心里很不安。不知道为什么，我是个很消极的女生，总是觉得自己会失去些什么。消极的想法，我知道；太情绪化，我懂。我这种态度，应该很烦人吧。

其实我也想读书，但妈妈说，先等成绩吧。起初我很不爽，为什么连这个妈妈都要干涉。但冷静后又想了想，如果当初冲冲忙忙就念书，我会不会因为选科而又后悔呢？有时候，大人的洞察力比我们好，他们看惯了社会，想法自然更好。或许，听妈妈的话，不完全属错的。

本来我很想拿大众传播这科，但是向老师咨询和征求家人意见后，他们都不是很赞成。他们说，或许你是学校其中一个能言善辩的主持人等，但是一山还有一山高，外面比你好一千倍的大有人在。而且，很多时候大众传播靠的是运气。再者，很多著名主播都不是大众传播出来的。所以，不是让你完全放弃你的梦想，只是现在暂时搁置。当今社会是现实的，虽然经验重要，但没有一纸文凭，也什么都干不了。

回头，我想了又想，依然拿不定主意。有位情同手足的学姐说过：有兴趣的不一定能当饭吃，但是现在没有兴趣的，大可慢慢培养。有位教育工作者也曾在aiFM空中分享过：你应该网多方面思考。如果你从事你有兴趣的科目，你未来的路要怎么走，这条路会怎么样；如果你往另外一条路走，这条路又会怎么样。其实人生没有捷径，靠的，使我们实实在在的「努力」，当然还有「运气」。

后来，当我决定选择「法律」，又有人问我，法律很难读，你真的确定你要的是法律吗？你可以吗？你画画那么行，为什么不要选择设计或者是architect呢？
我想说，我不想冒险，当下我应该选择一个稳扎稳打的科系，至少拿到文凭，之后的事，又有谁可以预测？或者我可以转行做电视主持人，或者我会从事一些设计工作，又或者......这些事没人说得准。当下，我选择了这条路，就要走下去。朋友说得对，太在以别人的目光和看法，只会做有你的想法。

所以，一起挺下去吧。
还有，朋友们，不要忘了友情需要灌溉，要时常联系哦。