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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

say BYE to my HAIR

yeah,its time to say bye to my hair......
so sad......but its not something that i should cry for ok??

my hair was long when i still in primary school.haha.boys loved to play our hair.its fun to have friends like that,cute haha><

my school is smallbt its a lovely school.we were so good that we won in many competitions.n we also did well in 2007 upsr,broke school record!high5!
i miss my school,i miss my old friends....
people change......all have grown up,no more little angel..
planning to cut lik this but dont know ok or not
wanna keep hair like this ..haiz
i found many colourful hair bands in my drawer..wen my hair was still long ,they were my prophety,but now,just rubbish......i hope i can keep my hair but the stupid school rules......

UNDERSTANDING?? love??

 I still remmeber one of my best friend told me,"what we really need is understanding......"

 i am totally agree with that......
i love to share my secrets or my problems with friends who i really trust....
some friends,they will laugh and tell others when they know your secret....i hate that......if i share something with him or her,that means i trust them.....so its normal that they respect me.......

nowadays we really face a lot of problems,parents,friendship,love problems(which i think i wont have><),and injustice or unfair treatment from others.....
  my friend who is rotten apple in teachers'eyes told me that he had tried to be good but the teachers just made him sad.when he got his result the teacher couldnt believe that he did well and some of the students said he cheated !!wow,their big mouth made a person feel discouraged,a GOOD job!
i am wondering why cant they see the changes inside my friend,he is trying so hard,he worked so hard,this world is so unfair,mostly ppl jus wil notice you if u are smart/talented...pls,pls turn back to see them which you think have rotten,they may be a good person if you help them......
i am so disappointed.....this world is so cruel,i feel like i am going to cry ......
i really feel sad for my friend,nt only him but also others....what we need is simple,UNDERSTANDING and LOVE......is that hard??
 
 

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

say HI again......

已经很久了,我没动这个部落格。。。
哈哈,我想我应该从新再来吧,在部落格写上我的日记,也许我无法说出的话,可以借此地痛痛快快说出来吧。。。

um,where should i start?
this year was a tough year for me...almost everything was bad...bad...really bad.......
sometimes i sat down,alone,thnking about my life...yeah,i was n am fighting to win ....
i want to do the best,i want to excel in academic ,i want to sing,dance,play guitar,and of course my art....
but every times even i worked hard,what i gt just .....nothing....my friends always said i so emo,yeah i admit i am,but if u work hard day in and day out ,i guess all of us hope that we could do the things better.....

maybe I AM WRONG......
maybe i should not be like that,
maybe i should just try my best and let everything be natural....
let GOD  decides,whether FATHER LORD  wants to reward me,vice versa......
i told myself to think like that,but i dont know why,its hard....
tell u a secret,actually its nt a secret,i sometimes sat on the bed,and suddenly i  cried....
haha,silly ,i know that,but dont despise me,because i m EMO QUEEN....
and maybe i can act in drama or movies in future,haha

ya,acting is interesting....
a few years ago,i really so interested in singing,dancing,i love to perform on the stage...
i feel like i am so confidence when i was on stage,
i dreamed to become an artist,maybe u guys will think that i am influenced by their money o whatever,but honestly,its nt true...
i just love being on stage,that feel...really really hard to describe...haha
but i know its just a silly dream,its impossible
and now,i still dont know what i want to be...
a professional doctor???
its boring dont u think so?yeah,i can get a lot of money,i can shop  ,i can buy prada,gucci,vincci++,lv....
but its nt the kind of things i like,i dont like just sit in office...i wan something different,special!!

but what is that??
i guess i still cant find it,i  not even sure who i am,
i dont know,i just feel i am loser,sometimes......

i am stupid,i dont know why i treat myself so cruelly,
i am on diet,everyday
i dn eat supper or kfc,
it had been ages since the last time i ate hamburger...
what for??
but it has become a part of my life...
so now even i am watching my family eating kfc o supper,i have no feel

haiz,i think i shoud stop,i  have revealed many of my secrets ,the diet thing,haiz,dn laugh at me......
haha...but 
i am a cool person,so i dont care

Wednesday, June 9, 2010


hey,long time no renew my blog....haha...tis holidays quite boring
duno wat to do.....
bt i bought many books...
haha
n watched原来是美男again!!!
its nice!!!love the couple

Saturday, February 20, 2010

PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF

know what?
tat day i went 2 cinema wiv my cousins.
well,we watched PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF!
and.....
i think i hav fallen in love wiv tat movie!
omg!it is soooooooo fascinating!i love it!!!
percy jackson  is an ordinary schoolboy,but he likes to make troubles and has changed 6 schools in 6 years.he always thinks that he has reading problem,ADHD.....well,1 day ,when he and his math teacher stayed alone in a room,the math teacher suddenly changed in fury(a kind of monster..lik tat)........he then realises that something is going wrong .
he is the son of poseidon,god of sea.....
he is half god half human ......
now,he is in camp half blood,which is specially for children like him.
he and his bff,grover,who is actually his protector,a "goat" spend their times there.he meets a pretty girl called annabeth,daughter of ATHENA...she has grey green eyes n smooth ,long hair....he also meets Luke.Luke is friendly n hospitable(kind of tat).....ten ,he also recovers tat water can give him energy,whenever he is in water,his wound will b healed ....
percy"s mom has been catched by HADES,LORD OF DEATH,he wanna to save his mom,so he n annabeth n grover start their journey,which has a little romance btween percy n annabeth,funny,high n DANGEROUS.....

CAN PERCY SAVES HIS MOTHER?
HOW ABOUT THE LIGHTNING BOLT THAT ZEUS,GOD OF THE SKY THINKS THAT IS STOLEN BY HIM?
CAN HE AND HIS FRIENDS SURVIVE?
annabeth(alexandra daddario)percy(logan lerman)
percy
LETS check it out at cinema!!!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

next stop,happiness下一站幸福

下一站,幸福
很好看很温馨。。。。。
喜欢梁慕橙,任光晞,他们是非常新鲜的组合。
20集星期日就要播出了,好期待哦
可我只能等到星期一才能从pps看。。。。。
hope they will b happy all the times
可还是很期待呢!!!

Sunday, February 14, 2010

today is the first day of chinese new year!
it should be a good n happy day but.....
i m such a loser....
i cant mix well with them!!!!
i m a LOSER!stupid girl.....
why??????why???????
why i cant mix well wiv them?
i wan to be closer with them but i just....
omg....


well,i wore my favourite clothes jus now,,,,

Monday, January 4, 2010

2a8

school reopens...
   1st day...actually i not so happy.not because the coming pmr,but because i cant be classmates with some of my friends,i mean the friends in class 2A8...
at 1st,i hate that class,i was a really bookworm that time,i always read n i hate people making noise.my class 2A8 was vy noisy....so i even thought want to change class..so i can hear better what the teacher was saying.i also thought that class people were very rude..whatever!
     but then,i accidentally,really accidentally became penolong ketua kelas,and i started mixing with all the classmates.i realized that i should not be a bookworm,lik those people that always revise,i knew that if i continued like that i wil not make many new friends, and i wil not also be happy....but a dull people....


i found out that they were so nice..maybe some boys were included in the BAD BOYS GROUP,but i like being friends with them.people who always get well in exam also not mean that they are really nice like an angel...i cant read what people were thinking but i know if one had succeed 1 time,she o he would demand 2 success again.that s called greedy.like me,i know sometimes i also like that,just want to win ...

but that class taught me to behave like a real human....i really love them ...
but that all gone...
sometimes i just wish i can put down all the grudge n ....
i cant know th impending  things ...
but i wish one day i can know...
i have many dreams but i m too timid to tell my best friend,i think she will laugh at me...
god,will u help me?to the way that i can shine?
....  ...