ｓａｙ ＢＹＥ ｔｏ ｍｙ ＨＡＩＲ

ｙｅａｈ，ｉｔｓ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｓａｙ　ｂｙｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｈａｉｒ．．．．．．
ｓｏ　ｓａｄ．．．．．．ｂｕｔ　ｉｔｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｃｒｙ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｋ？？

ｍｙ　ｈａｉｒ　ｗａｓ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｉｎ　ｐｒｉｍａｒｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ．ｈａｈａ．ｂｏｙｓ　ｌｏｖｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｐｌａｙ　ｏｕｒ　ｈａｉｒ．ｉｔｓ　ｆｕｎ　ｔｏ　ｈａｖｅ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈａｔ，ｃｕｔｅ　ｈａｈａ＞＜

ｍｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｉｓ　ｓｍａｌｌ，ｂｔ　ｉｔｓ　ａ　ｌｏｖｅｌｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ．ｗｅ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｓｏ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｗｅ　ｗｏｎ　ｉｎ　ｍａｎｙ　ｃｏｍｐｅｔｉｔｉｏｎｓ．ｎ　ｗｅ　ａｌｓｏ　ｄｉｄ　ｗｅｌｌ　ｉｎ　２００７　ｕｐｓｒ，ｂｒｏｋｅ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｒｅｃｏｒｄ！ｈｉｇｈ５！

ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｍｙ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ，ｉ　ｍｉｓｓ　ｍｙ　ｏｌｄ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．．．．

ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ．．．．．．ａｌｌ　ｈａｖｅ　ｇｒｏｗｎ　ｕｐ，ｎｏ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ａｎｇｅｌ．．

ｐｌａｎｎｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｃｕｔ　ｌｉｋ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｂｕｔ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｏｋ　ｏｒ　ｎｏｔ

ｗａｎｎａ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｈａｉｒ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　．．ｈａｉｚ

ｉ　ｆｏｕｎｄ　ｍａｎｙ　ｃｏｌｏｕｒｆｕｌ　ｈａｉｒ　ｂａｎｄｓ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｄｒａｗｅｒ．．ｗｅｎ　ｍｙ　ｈａｉｒ　ｗａｓ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｌｏｎｇ　，ｔｈｅｙ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｍｙ　ｐｒｏｐｈｅｔｙ，ｂｕｔ　ｎｏｗ，ｊｕｓｔ　ｒｕｂｂｉｓｈ．．．．．．ｉ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｍｙ　ｈａｉｒ　ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｒｕｌｅｓ．．．．．．

UNDERSTANDING?? ｌｏｖｅ？？

 I still remmeber one of my best friend told me,"what we really need is understanding......"

 i am totally agree with that......

i love to share my secrets or my problems with friends who i really trust....

some friends,they will laugh and tell others when they know your secret....i hate that......if i share something with him or her,that means i trust them.....so its normal that they respect me.......

nowadays we really face a lot of problems,parents,friendship,love problems(which i think i wont have><),and injustice or unfair treatment from others.....

  my friend who is rotten apple in teachers'eyes told me that he had tried to be good but the teachers just made him sad.when he got his result the teacher couldnt believe that he did well and some of the students said he cheated !!wow,their big mouth made a person feel discouraged,a GOOD job!

i am wondering why cant they see the changes inside my friend,he is trying so hard,he worked so hard,this world is so unfair,mostly ppl jus wil notice you if u are smart/talented...pls,pls turn back to see them which you think have rotten,they may be a good person if you help them......
i am so disappointed.....this world is so cruel,i feel like i am going to cry ......

i really feel sad for my friend,nt only him but ａｌｓｏ　others....what we need is simple,UNDERSTANDING and　ＬＯＶＥ．．．．．．ｉｓ　ｔｈａｔ　ｈａｒｄ？？
 
 

say HI again......

已经很久了，我没动这个部落格。。。

哈哈，我想我应该从新再来吧，在部落格写上我的日记，也许我无法说出的话，可以借此地痛痛快快说出来吧。。。

um,where should i start?
this year was a tough year for me...almost everything was bad...bad...really bad.......
sometimes i sat down,alone,thnking about my life...yeah,i was n am fighting to win ....
i want to do the best,i want to excel in academic ,i want to sing,dance,play guitar,and of course my art....
but every times even i worked hard,what i gt just .....nothing....my friends always said i so emo,yeah i admit i am,but if u work hard day in and day out ,i guess all of us hope that we could do the things better.....

maybe I AM WRONG......
maybe i should not be like that,
maybe i should just try my best and let everything be natural....
let GOD  decides,whether FATHER LORD  wants to reward me,vice versa......
i told myself to think like that,but i dont know why,its hard....
tell u a secret,actually its nt a secret,i sometimes sat on the bed,and suddenly i  cried....
haha,silly ,i know that,but dont despise me,because i m EMO QUEEN....
and maybe i can act in drama or movies in future,haha

ya,acting is interesting....
a few years ago,i really so interested in singing,dancing,i love to perform on the stage...
i feel like i am so confidence when i was on stage,
i dreamed to become an artist,maybe u guys will think that i am influenced by their money o whatever,but honestly,its nt true...
i just love being on stage,that feel...really really hard to describe...haha
but i know its just a silly dream,its impossible
and now,i still dont know what i want to be...
a professional doctor???
its boring dont u think so?yeah,i can get a lot of money,i can shop  ,i can buy prada,gucci,vincci++,lv....
but its nt the kind of things i like,i dont like just sit in office...i wan something different,special!!

but what is that??
i guess i still cant find it,i  not even sure who i am,
i dont know,i just feel i am loser,sometimes......

i am stupid,i dont know why i treat myself so cruelly,
i am on diet,everyday
i dn eat supper or kfc,
it had been ages since the last time i ate hamburger...
what for??
but it has become a part of my life...
so now even i am watching my family eating kfc o supper,i have no feel

haiz,i think i shoud stop,i  have revealed many of my secrets ,the diet thing,haiz,dn laugh at me......
haha...but 
i am a cool person,so i dont care